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(no subject) [Feb. 1st, 2014|09:30 pm]
melita p. luda
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+ This is my journal...my thoughts, my dreams, my hopes, my happiness, my sadness, MY LIFE...If you don't like it, don't add me.
+ I love National Product so very much, they are my big brothers, my family. I will defend each and every one of those boys 100%. Fuck with them and you fuck with me. So if you plan to say something bad about them, do not add me because I know we will not get along.
+ I mostly go to shows...I've met tons of bands and have pictures with most of them, I like to show my pictures in my journal. If you consider it as bragging, then don't add me. Most of my friends are in bands, national bands, I guess you could call them famous, I don't have many friends around here and that's fine. So if you have a problem with me talking about my "famous" friends. Then don't add me.
+ I'm a pretty depressed person and a lot of my entries are that way, so if you don't want to deal with me because my entries are so sad, do not add me. I've become more depressed since my dad died April 13, 2006. So if you can't deal with that, don't add me. But I promise NOT every entry is about how sad I am.
+ If you add me and decide you don't want me on your friends list for whatever reason, please TELL ME so I can take you off of my friends list. I hate to not know who took me off.
+ I try to comment to people's post, but it's mostly when I feel I agree with your post, or have something in common with what you've posted, etc. But I do try to do my best to comment.
+ I'm a picture person who doesn't like to LJ cut most of the time, if you can't deal with that then don't add me.
+ I know a lot of the above sounds like bad things about me, but if you get to know me you'll find I'm pretty awesome and pretty damn funny and nerdy and just fun to be around me. I promise. Ask my bestest friend mmmmthatsme! :)


If you can deal with the above things, then please do add me, I love meeting new people and making new friends. :)
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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2009|09:39 am]
melita p. luda
I'm headed to Louisiana to see my family and I can't wait. Be home sometime before work on Monday! oh boy.
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If I am lost, I am only lost for a little while. [Sep. 1st, 2009|09:08 am]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |sicksick]
[Current Music |Monsters - Band of Horses]

So yesterday turned out pretty crappy.
At like 3 right before I left for work Marci called to see if I could pick Aryana up from school which I couldn't since I had to be at work at 4. Reason why, Alyssa was in the ER. She had a bad migraine at school and Marci picked her up and took her to the hospital, they tried giving her oral medicine and she threw it up so they put her on an IV. Alyssa's my 11 year old cousin who lives next door. She's also my best friend and the light of my life. I tell her everything and do everything with her. So I was a wreck most of the time at work worrying about her. But she's okay and at home now. Turned out it was just a severe migraine, but it broke my heart my little girl had to go through that.

My mom said my cousin Gayle is having her body sent to Maryland today because she donated it to cancer research. Wow, that's crazy but in a good way. They also harvested her cornea's yesterday. That's awesome. I totally want to be an organ donor too. I don't need it when I go and if it helps someone then why not?!


Today I've got errands to run, then going to visit my daddy at the cemetery since I didn't see him for his birthday. Then I have a doctor's appointment at 3pm. God I hope he can help me. I HATE feeling like this. Ugh. I didn't throw up this morning though, awesome.

Well I need to finish getting ready. Oh boy.
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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2008|08:50 pm]
melita p. luda

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BAYLEE HARPER MANSELLE
7 lbs. 11 oz. 18.1 inches long!
1:32 pm on April 29, 2008





My Goddaughter is beautiful, she is the new love of my life! ♥ ♥ ♥
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There's something that you should know. [Jul. 20th, 2007|05:10 am]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |awakeawake]
[Current Music |The Girl Next Door - Take 5]

I think it's funny that one of my all time favorite singers turned into this,

And was on One Tree Hill TWICE and I never put 2 and 2 together.
I suck.

♥ Tilky Jones

I've been listening to boy bands all night, it so makes me want to find my old posters and hang them up. :(


I need a BOP magazine.


I don't think I'm going to bed tonight, I'm really not tired anymore. WEIRD.
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If your the wind, I want to be a weathervane... [Jul. 5th, 2007|04:40 am]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |nervousnervous]
[Current Music |Weathervane - Paper Mache]

Talked to my mom just now...here's to taking a step towards the future I want and not the one I was gonna settle for.



And I'm scared to death!
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Pray for me child, just for a while. [Jan. 27th, 2007|03:57 am]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[Current Music |Grey Room - Damien Rice]

So yesterday work was pretty damn funny. People just kept doing stupid things to make me laugh. hahaha. Nick made me fried pickles. Yummy. It was also funny because I asked Nick to make them and Mark was like why do you do stuff for her and not me and Nick goes, "Because she sucks my dick and you don't do a damn thing for me." hahahaha. Fucking gross but I almost stopped breathing from laughing so damn hard.
Came home. I cleaned out my mom's car because goodness it needed it really bad. Then I went to Marci's because she was babysitting this little boy named Noah whose mom was in Las Vegas. Oh man he was wayyyy too cute!
Then I came home. Cleaned out Brennen's litter. Yuck. Then cleaned out the Rabbit's cage. That took forever. Then I took out the trash and did the dishes. After that I passed out for about 3 hours. Watched Wednesday's One Tree Hill. Good stuff. They always misslead you in the commercials, ha.
I started downloading a ton more fonts because after nearly 2 years I decided this computer needed other fonts since my old one had tons and I never redownloaded for this computer.

Today work was so damn slow. :(
I went to Target after work. I had to get face wash and these bracelet's for my little cousins in Las Vegas for Valentine's. I just feel bad since I don't do anything for them and they're my own flesh and blood and Alyssa & Aryana aren't but I do so much for them. So I got them those and I also bought them 2 little heart shaped trinket boxes with rhinestones on them. So cute. I'm gonna try to send them out by Monday.
Well then I came home. Brennen pulled down my curtains, so I decided to just take them all down and wash them. Woah they were dusty.
Then Marci sent Alyssa, Aryana, and Noah over. Goodness. I was chasing them around the yard. Ha. Came inside after a while. Turned on the stars so they could watch them. Eventually they got hungry. So I made grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup for them and my mom. Noah wanted Mac & Cheese, so I made him some. Oh man, what an adventure.
After that, they left. Watched the newest Degrassi and it made me bawl my eyes out. Oh man, I'm gonna miss JT. :(
Then I slept on and off from 10 to 4 am. Gah, I was really tired. :/

So I graduated, or finally finished my associates today, well I finally got my certificate. Wow, I feel accomplished in a way even though I need to start all over. :(

I also found out I'm STILL on my mom's insurance even though I'm not in school anymore, meaning I can go to the doctor about this place on my shoulder which is REALLY good because it's starting to hurt like hell and itch even worse. :(

Well I need to take a shower and try to go back to bed. I work tomorrow night and all day Sunday. I have to be there at 10:30 to open. Then I'm hosting Sunday night. Oh boy, I haven't hosted in forever. Wanda's also buying me lunch for helping her out. ha.

And lately I've been OBSESSED with Tomato juice, weird. I haven't drank it in so long, but the last couple of days, that's all I wanted, I tried drinking a soda and I thought it was gross. All I wanted was tomato juice. WEIRD.

Well goodnight.
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Overrated boys and attention starved girls. [Jan. 25th, 2007|12:05 am]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |lovedloved]
[Current Music |Say This Sooner - The Almost (I'm obsessed with this song)]

Tonight was probably one of the funnest times I've had in a REALLY long time, especially with a group of people. I mean Missy and I always have fun together but it's always hard for me to have fun with a group of people but damn my side, cheeks and throat hurt from laughing so much. Tanya and Kristen are too damn funny. They danced and screamed and acted crazy during Self Against City. I laughed wayyyy too much. The guys even found them funny. They got high fives from Jack for getting into it. haha.
SAC was soooooooo good! Gotta love those boys. One day I'll warm up to more than just Jonathan. ha. He's the only one we talk to and it's so funny it's because of his grandma. haha.
We told him hi, he said I looked different, my hairs darker?!?! Crazy. I love that kid!
Hanging out in the alley was even more fun. It was so damn damn DAMN funny. I seriously thought my side was going to explode. ha.
Boys Like Girls were soooooooooooo damn good! I sang the whole time and even danced with the girls. hahahaha. So much fun. The guys from We The Kings were cracking me up too. Travis and Brian were really fun.
Talked to BLG Martin, gosh why does it take me foreverrrrrrr to talk to him? Seriously, it scares me to talk to him. He's nice but he scares me. Paul and John were nice too.
Told Jonathan bye. We gave each other big hugs. Gosh he's so little I'm afraid I might break him. haha. Then he goes, Cheer up kid. OK. That threw me off because I thought I was doing GREAT at faking being happy. I mean hell I laughed until I almost pissed myself and I asked him how did he know and he's like, man intusion. Man, I really thought I've been doing good at faking it. I dunno. I love that kid though. He's so damn nice.

Well we left after that. I can't wait for Love Arcade and Over It & TSO & MAI the next day. What great 2 days those will be?!?!?!?!

My head is killing me from laughing. haha.

And I just love this picture even though Blake's not in it.


I'm so glad Linda went with us. She's going to Love Arcade, so us 5 can dance again. haha.
Goodnight.
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This crazy world is spinning fast. [Jan. 23rd, 2007|04:30 am]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |weirdweird]
[Current Music |old FOB]

Work was lame today.

Came home. Went to dinner with Marci, Lola, Nino, Amanda, Alyssa, Aryana and mom. Came home and watched the girls for about 3 hours while my mom and Marci went shopping. Man, what a long night.


cut for this who actually watch What About BrianCollapse )


I took a nap for about 4 hours. Yikes. Now I'm wide awake.

I'm working all weekend. Oh boy. Excited but then I'm not. I'm even hosting I do believe. That means no days off for 2 weeks at least but my goal is to pay Missy's mom off by March. That's my goal and if I stick to working, I can do that. It will be easy.

I'm getting a tattoo itch. There's one I DEFINITELY want like ASAP. I might go do that soon. Other than that, I really want my others too. I want Missy and I's matching ones sometime this year, I hope. Man when I want a tattoo, I spend like 3+ months thinking about it. Sometimes WAYYY longer but there's definitely some, I WILL get eventually. :/

I'm really upset for Allan leaving The Summer Obsession. But whatever. That's why I hate being friends with bands. I don't suggest it because you never know if you'll see them again. :/ So next week I'm sure will be weird. But Over It will be there and I'm happy about that.

My music DLing has gone out of control. Good Lordy, I'm gonna run out of room on my computer. Ha.

Boys Like Girls Wedneday. I can't wait especially since Self Against City will be there. YAY!
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(no subject) [Jan. 22nd, 2007|05:25 pm]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |lovedloved]

I just love this boy oh so much. I can't wait to see him next week. ♥ Over It Seth!

since it's you melita, we have to take your requests very seriously...

so Ryan, Peter and I really want to do chef yan (so that seems likely)

we already play siren, dishonor, come out, shine, partner....
peter might play feels like affection acoustically...


i'm not sure about ordinary. or mr serious. i like playing mr serious... but we're at the point of too many songs and no one really asks for mr serious.


cool!?

you rock, hope you are doing well... miss you too!!
seth


Haha. I can't freaking wait!
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(no subject) [Jan. 20th, 2007|03:19 am]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |nervousnervous]
[Current Music |Make Tonight - Emanuel]

So Missy and I went to see The Hitcher tonight. I really liked it. For once they didn't set it up for a second one. I think that's really the best part, well that and the gas station. But it scared the crap out of me, because the first gas station from the outside looked like the one we slept in the parking lot with National Product and Delux. ha. I started freaking out at first. haha. Missy I think thought I was crazy.

Over It and The Summer Obsession will be here the first. Weird that will also be exactly 4 years since I met Allan and Chris. Oh boy. Gotta celebrate. Someone better drive me home. ha.
It will also be one month since Anthony passed so I can tell it's not going to be a good day at least not emotionally for me. But at least I will be with my friends.

I had the girls tonight. They wore me out. I curled their hair. And we put on Adam Richman in the living room, blasted it and danced until we colapsed. I think it's the most fun I've had in a really long time. Minus almost breaking my butt bone when I fell.

Tomorrow's sister day with Ashley! Yay! I can't wait.

And that's about all. Talking to Dee right now, really helped with something that's been bothering me. So thank you Dee. I love you.

Goodnight.
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I feel as if I am looking at the world at the bottom of a well. [Jan. 18th, 2007|02:05 am]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |boredbored]
[Current Music |Looking at the World - Mike Doughty]

I wanna watch a movie but I don't have one I want to watch.
I own over 210+(last time I counted about a month ago) movies, most I haven't even watched/opened, for real.
And I just don't want to watch any of the ones I own.
Grrrrr. I need to get back into blockbuster online. For reals.

I spent a lot of today sleeping and watching Pretty Woman and Mannequin 2. Lovelovelove.
I love Showtime sometimes.

Work was canceled again today. I hope it's not tomorrow, gosh I'm tired of sitting here, my ass hurts and I'm bored, sooooooo bored I did the dishes twice, cleaned parts of the kitchen and almost made a cake but the pans were dirty. I'm tired of being in my pajamas for 2 days and not wearing makeup.


I had the girls today. Fun stuff.


One Tree Hill was really good. ♥
Next week will be interesting. It just seems like they're really trying to find a way to make Haley mad at Nathan. :/
Veronica Mars is back next week.
I will be busy at 8pm Monday-Wednesday next week. What's happened to my life.
Well I have to tape next week, Boys Like Girls and Self Against City next Wednesday!!!


I'm so sick of sitting here and thinking. sooooooooooooo sick of it.

I need a life again.
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(no subject) [Sep. 5th, 2006|11:10 pm]
melita p. luda
REST IN PEACE DEAR AUNT ANNE,
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I'm going to miss you soooooooooo much.






Dear Dee,
Thank you for the calls, I really needed them.
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Not even hell could be hotter than you right now. [Jul. 25th, 2006|01:18 am]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |fullfull]
[Current Music |Break A Leg - The Spill Canvas]

Today was alright. Work gets the best of me. I'm pretty much tired of everyone but a few. Meghan's last day is Wednesday. :( I'm gonna miss her.
Lynn leaves Wednesday for California. Ahhh boo.

Went to Aunt Allison's after work. It was pretty fun. Braden is hilarious. It took me 3 hours to teach Allison eBay. Oh boy.

Left around 9. Came here. Missy was here. Ate. Went and got gas, food for Missy. Hung around. Went to Walmart around midnight. Bought Benchwarmers, Final Destination 3, and Dirty Dancing 1 & 2(for only $8!!!!).
Quite excited.

Then we came home. Missy's not feeling good. I feel wide awake.
I need sleep. Work tomorrow and time to watch a bunch of movies! :)
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I've been waiting all this time to be something I can't define. [May. 24th, 2006|10:31 pm]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |ecstaticecstatic]

Brandi gave me the most AMAZING news today.

Dear August,
Please come tomorrow!
Love, Melita.



My boys are coming back after 2 years.


LUCKY BOYS CONFUSION!


Now all I need is HIPV and NP with a little Over It and TFF on the side, this summer and I will be OK.



Dear Brandi,
I fucking love you. For everything!
Love always,
Melita.
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(no subject) [Apr. 14th, 2006|01:39 am]
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R.I.P. Dear Daddy!

You may have been hard to live with but I still loved you.

8.15.39 - 4.13.06

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boredom at it's best. [Dec. 5th, 2005|04:26 pm]
melita p. luda
No really. I was totally bored and tired and hell & my camera phone is awesome.


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Cleaning out my closet. [Oct. 11th, 2005|05:04 pm]
melita p. luda
[Current Mood |energeticenergetic]
[Current Music |Slow Suicide - Jamison Parker]

Yo, I'm cutting my friend's list down. And deleting people.
Some I don't want to, some I have to. But if you wanna stay. Tell me. If not you obviously didn't read this, meaning you don't read my journal. So I'm deleting ya.
And if you have more than 1 journal, please for the love of God tell me which journal is your old one(s) so I can take them off my friend's list. But if you do use your other one, tell me that too. There's too many names on my list and half of them belong to the same people. So let me know.

And does anyone know how to Ban people that have old journals and never returned to them so I can't see them on my list anymore?
I think Alexa knew how. Someone help me with that.

Thank you.
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(no subject) [Jun. 27th, 2005|08:48 am]
melita p. luda
I will be in California from June 27th to July 10th so if you add me or try to contact me between then, you might not get me. So see you on the 11th!
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2005|01:46 am]
melita p. luda
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MELITA ME!!!
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